alright, got the news that he is leaving by the end of september. so that is like... about 1 and a half month more to go :( naturally i'm very upset by the message. i know nothing will come out of this relationship. i guess i will miss him... alot when he leaves.
nevertheless, i planned to fly over to KL next month during the long weekend. since i have never been there before, so just treat it as a vacation. secondly, to visit him for one last time.
this is definitely not a last minute decision. i just do not wish to have any regret when he is not here. i have been doing alot of thinking lately, and i realized that i wanted to tell him my feelings once and for all.
will things change after he goes back? i can't forget, and i don't want to... even if this is all it's left from the memory of you & me.
counting down to my birthday celebration. perhaps doing it in a different place this year.
ilrs~