Tuesday, June 29, 2010 11:17 PM
today, i almost cried on the mrt. sounds weird, wasn't it? just as what i have said earlier, everytime i close my eyes, the thought of him leaving flashes through my mind.
it was really hard for me to accept the fact that he may never come back to singapore.
i guess no one can really understand the genuine, strong feelings i have for him... in the past. it can't be forgotten that easily...
*praying*
Sunday, June 13, 2010 6:05 PM
finally went for the dinner "date" with my jap colleagues at illuma on friday night. yup, we had japanese food... and i tried their sake!! the taste was quite nice, but not too strong. so i ended up drinking 4-5 cups plus a glass of red wine. hehe.
then my male jap colleague told me that "he" was going to work till the month of november... before resigning. the reason being was that he had to go back to japan to take care of his ill-stricken father, who was battling with cancer. sigh.
at this point of time, deep down in my heart i could only wished silently that he can take good care of himself & stay strong.
regardless of whether i (still) have feelings for him or not...
he will always have a place in my heart...
don't tire yourself out.
*praying*
