Monday, September 21, 2009 11:16 PM
things are getting tougher. tried to do things in the right way, keeping a low profile. yet, seemed like someone out there still managed to find a way to pick on me. paranoid? letting my imagination run wild? maybe.
as i said, things will definitely take a turn for the worse, if:
1) i had to PRETEND to like you
2) i feel VERY SICK & TIRED of talking to you (yes, i wish you don't exist)
sadly, things don't happen according to how i expected it to be. ok, to the extent of me expressing the above thoughts, it means that i'm starting to... hate you. at some point of time, i had to force myself to still... smile at you.
things like these don't happen overnight. i guess you won't understand it also. better still, in this way.
alrighty. end of my bitching session. will be back for more, if i'm really stressed out by all these issues :(