Monday, September 21, 2009 11:16 PM
things are getting tougher. tried to do things in the right way, keeping a low profile. yet, seemed like someone out there still managed to find a way to pick on me. paranoid? letting my imagination run wild? maybe.
as i said, things will definitely take a turn for the worse, if:
1) i had to PRETEND to like you
2) i feel VERY SICK & TIRED of talking to you (yes, i wish you don't exist)
sadly, things don't happen according to how i expected it to be. ok, to the extent of me expressing the above thoughts, it means that i'm starting to... hate you. at some point of time, i had to force myself to still... smile at you.
things like these don't happen overnight. i guess you won't understand it also. better still, in this way.
alrighty. end of my bitching session. will be back for more, if i'm really stressed out by all these issues :(
Sunday, September 13, 2009 10:39 PM
Saturday, September 12, 2009 11:05 AM
Went to the Laguna National Country Club for the company dinner on thur. Celebrated my birthday in advance together as well. Really had a good time as we joked & laughed while enjoying the wine. Drank four times in total. Was still drinking the red wine for the 3rd time, then my colleague came over with the white one instead & i asked for a top-up (mixed). Moments later, i vomited on my way to the washroom. So the conclusion was, i couldn't drink but once i see there's wine around, i would want to drink (just that it will not be a mixed one the next time round).
I was chatting with my other colleagues, when my boss came over & passed me the phone. I was puzzled as to why he did that until he told me that rui was on the line. Was a little surprised, as I never thought that my boss will call him up for me & let him wish me a happy birthday. Went outside to have a talk with him, then my colleagues all teased me when i'm on my way out. Feeling quite shy la, of course. Poor thing, at that time (about 9plus at night) he told me he was still in the office & was feeling a little tired :( also told me that he won't be coming back to singapore any time soon :( then i asked him to have a good rest, and thanked him for wishing me happy birthday twice :D from then on, i was smiling all the way. hehe.
okay, so now the whole company knows i liked the japanese guy. i gave a not-so-clear thank-you speech after that, just before going home. I was a little drunk actually, and my head started to spin. My boss reserved the last glass of wine for me. It was half-filled, and i drank all at one go. He just went over with the bottle & glass and chose some people randomly to drink.
When we were on the way to get the cars, my boss & another jap colleague asked me, "so, what did rui tell you?" And i told them about the conversation we had awhile ago. Then my boss said, "he never say i love you?" Oh my. Very embarrassing leh. Quickly divert the topic.
Had a really, really fun time with them. And I felt exceptionally happy when he called :))
Pictures will be posted up soon in fb. Copied the photos on fri, but forgot to bring the thumb-drive to save it. zz
