Sunday, July 26, 2009 10:20 PM
today i told him this, "i really don't wish to let u see me sulking everyday. i think there's only one way that you need not have to worry about me being upset anymore, 'cos you would be tired of it also."
at some point of time, there are too many small issues that's building up, and i think i would not be able to resolve it. i feel that it's unfair for you to always accommodate me, having to bear with my temper & etc. your patience, love & caring is too much for me to take. i feel guilty everytime i lose my temper at you, getting upset very easily over what you've said. i felt that you gave alot in this relationship, way more than i am. and i know you love me more than i do myself. still, i'm really sorry.
i really feel like crying now...