Monday, July 06, 2009 10:52 PM
my third successive post for the day. right now, i'm like... lying with my stomach down while blogging. having some random thoughts again.
i've been feeling very, very tired & sleepy for the past few months. at first, it may seems like it's because of work. but gradually, i don't think that's the case. even without that time of the month, i still experience mild stomach cramps every now and then. the doctor said that if it happened again, i got to consume the medicine immediately... if not the consequences might be very serious (such as leading to numbness etc). i can't even walk properly, and have to take long & deep breaths. somehow the problem won't go away... and to me, it has become like a time bomb. i don't know when it will happen again.
work had been fine for me... with the exception of one bloody idiot who seems to be OBSESSED with building up his happiness at the expense of the other colleagues. i bet he doesn't know the definition of the word "karma". when you want to malign someone, just think (before you do it) - the same thing will happen to you. how would you feel? you can't possibly push the blame to the others, and you yourself get away with it. it will only show that you are a person who GENERALLY LOVES to shirk responsibility. as for now, i will just do what i'm supposed to. it's useless talking to such an a******.
i wanted some time off from work. perhaps to go on a holiday?