Friday, August 11, 2006 4:07 PM
so todae was the release of the O level MT result. practically all of us were very nervous. after recess, all the students proceed to the haven.. and got a briefing from there. after which mr selva showed us our results. i got a B3.. and distinction for oral ( was quite surprised dat i got such a grade.. as i somehow screwed up the whole thing during the real exam ) . HOWEVER, i asked mrs chong abt it.. and guess wad.. she said all those who got a B3 and below.. will need to resit for the exam. i was like.. WTH.. cos she used to say ( many times ) dat so long u got a B3 and ABOVE.. u dun need to resit. y change her mind? why?! fuck lor. like that.. i might as well get a B4 for her. what for if i reach the target.. only to find that she had raised up the standard. i was damn pissed off. i dun wan to go thru yet another 2 mths of class tests.. spelling tests.. lessons.. prelims.. then the O's again. she might say we all have the potential to get better grades. BUT.. this isn't wad i wan. a B3 is really enuff for me. im happy with it. this time round.. i dun care.. i will insist that IM NOT GG TO RESIT FOR THE DAMN PAPER. if need to, i will ask my dad to come down.. to see the principal. why does she have to emphasize on it so much?? even if our msg did reduce a little ( or it seems like it doesn't make a diff ) .. at least we tried our best. shld i get the same grade.. wouldn't it be wasting my own time?? and another sad thing was.. SHE got a higher grade than me man..!! i was like.. wth again. cos i think not many will expect her to get an A2. i feel like fainting.. and a little disappointed. i was surprised that she got that grade.. i was damn agitated. why?!! and pls.. im not being jealous here ( and dat would be a total waste of my time.. if i ever do it ) . juz feel so injustice man.. hais ~
anyway, during humanities lesson.. i was juz trying to pass the paper to P.. and in the midst, i purposely dun wan to gif him.. i was only PLAYING ok.. then after he told me to give back.. that hh said im childish. hello?! y u care so much?? so kpo for wad?! who do u think u are?!! freaking ass.. eat also dunno how to eat. dat time stand so near me.. and part of ur egg tart went down to my plate of noodles. luckily i juz ate finished. and another incident.. i didn't purposely throw the water bottle at u.. and when it hit you.. i apologised many times.. and yet, u still repeated that u wan hit me back.. fuck la.. i already apologised that i was in the wrong.. but u no need to keep saying u wan hit me back wad. got so frustrated.. that i said "aiya.. walao.. i already told u im sorry wad.. so can u pls stop saying it?" if u dun accept my apologies.. den dats ur own blody freaking business.
