Tuesday, July 25, 2006 8:34 PM
surprisingly, i dun feel that upset anymore.. mayb i get used to it already. yea, one word to describe it - NUMB. anyway, mayb u can say i always fall for the wrong person. so i guess its really hard to find that someone who will like u.. and vice versa. but now, nothing matters more than seeing u smiling everyday. i juz wish u to be happy at every moment of the day, even when i can't see u.yes..!! tml is ssp-free day.. wheeee ~ i can go home early.. finally.u're the light in my deepest darkest hour <3
Saturday, July 22, 2006 7:38 PM
Friday, July 21, 2006 4:18 PM
todae's the racial harmony day.. and loads of ppl wore their traditional costumes. i dunno how to describe mr pinto's outfit. lol. cos his hat.. looked like the typical fisherman's hat. we juz can't stop laughing at him. nevertheless, i still take some photos with my frens.. ( btw, i juz wear my usual sch u.. cos i can't find anyone suitable to ask from =x )
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Bee Gees - How Deep Is Your Love
I know your eyes in the morning sun
I feel you touch me in the pouring rain
and the moment that you wander far from me
I wanna feel you in my arms again.
And you come to me on a summer breeze
Keep me warm in your love then you softly leave
and it's me you need to show
How deep is your love
(Chorus)
How deep is your love, how deep is your love?
I really mean to learn
Cause we're living in a world of fools
Breaking us down when they all should let us be
We belong to you and me.
I believe in you
You know the door to my very soul.
You're the light in my deepest darkest hour
You're my saviour when I fall
And you may not think I care for you
When you know down inside that I really do
and it's me you need to show
How deep is your love?
(Chorus)
La da da da da, la da da da da da da da da da da
And you come to me on a summer breeze
Keep me warm in your love then you softly leave
and it's me you need to show
How deep is your love
(Chorus) repeat to fade
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the above song is actually dedicated to him. sometimes, i juz regret not telling him that i like him. it really hurts me to hear u falling for another girl. but still, i can't stop u.. cos its ur own choice, ur own life. and they always say, when u love someone.. it doesn't mean u have to be with him. so long i can see u smiling everyday, im juz as happy already. i did manage to forget abt u.. but somehow, the feeling juz came back again. and yes, whatever they say is true. i do like u. but, why dun u believe? cos i really hope i can put this down.. without u avoiding me. is it becos of the age? or u have feelings for me.. only as a fren? many times i wish i could hear the truth from u. i noe you like another girl now, and from the bottom of my heart.. i wish u two all the best.
whatever it is.. i still like u.
<3
Tuesday, July 18, 2006 9:19 PM
he din came to sch todae. mayb his absence does affect my mood for the day. when khalidal told us that he was hospitalized, my reaction was.. damn big. lol. actually, i was shocked.. cos whenever he's unwell, i thought perhaps its fever or smth. dat kuku head got me so worried man.. sigh. but im glad to hear that he's recovering very fast.. and he's coming back to sch tml =)hope he takes better care of himself.. <3
Sunday, July 16, 2006 6:42 PM
hmm.. the world cup had finished.. and here i am.. waiting to watch the next one.. in yr 2010. oh god.. dats when im 22 yrs old.. still a long way to go ~ din realise when i got so engrossed in the matches. guess its all about the thrills & excitement =) can't forget about it.. so i kept on going back to the official website to watch the video highlights. germany's coach had stepped down :( and some of the players might not return to their respective teams anymore. oh well, age does pose as a problem to some of 'em.sch is really making me damn freaking tired. apart from wed, the rest of the days i get to come home only at ard 5pm plus. sometimes.. even later than that. how i wish i can juz put aside all the hw.. cos i really ain't in the mood to do it. it's not surprising if i tell u my day isn't very gd.. becos of some scoldings from teachers.heard from mrs chong that our O level mt exam result will be released on the 11 aug. tml i having my last chinese paper component - listening comprehension. pls bless me that i can get full marks =) cos i noe.. somehow i also screwed up my mt oral. and hope i get at least a B3 for my overall grade. think its the ( only ) subject in which im good at. pathetic, isn't it? lol. anyway, im left with only 5 subjects.. so i guess i really have to work extra hard.
Tuesday, July 11, 2006 6:20 PM
todae was my O level mt oral exam. and i think i screwed it up.. quite badly. hais. in the midst.. i paused thrice man.. and i had to quickly find a way to continue the conversation. btw, i think the examiners are from xinmin sec. din smile once.. and esp the female teacher.. gave me like.. that kind of look. as if i owe her something. at that time, i juz wan to get out of the clsroom asap.. and when i really do.. out of politeness.. i wanted to push in the chair.. then the male teacher said "no need la.. no need". hello?! cos i forgot to say thank you to them.. so i thought mayb i push in the chair.. or smth.. to show some respect. argh. and people, do visit this link.. and scroll down to the very last video.. look carefully at the zoom-in part.. and the words that were below the video. shit man.. damn that cristiano ronaldo. no wonder they say, portugal had alot of actors.http://www.ronaldo-is.com/how i wish i got the courage.. juz like the girl ( hilary duff ) who acted in the movie called a cinderella story. she went to the guys' locker room to find the one she likes.. and face-to-face.. she told him directly not to avoid her.. and be true abt his feelings. sad to say, that kuku head doesn't believe that i like him. and i dun think i will be able to stand infront of him.. telling him abt my feelings. guess i will keep it within myself.
Monday, July 10, 2006 7:09 PM
felt really happy when germany won the 3rd place in the match against portugal. two of the goals came from bastian schweinsteiger and another one.. was an own goal scored by petit. and when bastian scored the 2nd goal.. he took off his jersey immediately.. and was booked for doing that. lol. i guess he doesn't give a hoot abt it anymore.. since he felt so high on scoring 2 consecutive shots from a far distance.. somewhere outside the penalty area. wonder who set the rule that players can't get their jersey off during the regulation time.. if not he will get a yellow card -.-"
ytd went to bugis with my sis & bro. had pastamania for dinner.. then started to walk around. from 6+ walked all the way till 8.. legs aching man.. then acc bro to the m1 shop to buy a pda. they bought a couple of things.. while i didn't. so i chose to buy a bag instead. wanted this adidas sling bag.. but bro told me there's this shop called zinc.. which also sell alot of those kind of sling bags one. walked around.. with many turnings.. before we reached the place. in the end, bro bought a white color sling bag for me =) thanks man.. hee. reached home at abt 10.. bathed again.. and went to slp. missed the final match with italy vs france. but im gg to watch the telecast =p
and btw, i really hate those kind of people.. who told me DIFFERENT story ( or version ) . pls lor, there's no need for you to do such a thing. i rather u just reject helping me.. than telling me two different reasons. feel so f***ed up man.
Friday, July 07, 2006 4:24 PM
sigh. i was counting on germany to win and get into the finals.. esp when my hopes were raised high after they have won the match against argentina ( 4-2 on penalties ) . sad to say, their dream was shattered when italy defeated them by 2-0 ( aet ) . now, they will face portugal on sun's match.. for the 3rd & 4th placing. hope germany will win.. and at least be in the 3rd place. guess they have tried their best, even though i still feel upset abt the results. but i will still be supporting germany =)____________________________________________RULES: Do the following without complains. Choose 5 people to do this after you have completed yours. Leave a tag on the person's tagboard to say he/she has been tagged.YOUR TEN FAVOURITESfavourite colors: any color.. except pinkfavourite food: seafood spaghetti, black pepper crab, fried chicken wings, seafood tomyum soup, etcfavourite song: currently is - i just called to say i love you.. by stevie wonderfavourtie movie: horror / comedy ones are my typefavourite sport: swimming, cycling, badminton, bowling, etcfavourite season: winter? i like cold weather.. =xfavourite ice-cream flavours: chocolate or with chips also canfavourite countries: korea & germanyfavourite thing: hmm.. dats hard to decide man ~YOUR NINE CURRENTScurrent mood: bored & tiredcurrent clothes: tee & pantscurrent desktop: -current toe nails: juz cut itcurrent time: 4.38pmcurrent annoyance: alot to be named..current thoughts: FOOD ~!current songs: -current chatter: -YOUR EIGHT FIRSTfirst girlfriend: -first crush: douglas? from pri sch onefirst movie: dun rememberfirst piercing: -first lie: dun rememberfirst music: -first toy: soft toy?first cry: 12 sept 88YOUR SIX LAST ( then where's the sevens? )last drink: waterlast car ride: dad's working vanlast crush: now still.. =)last movie seen: just my lucklast phone call: from a relativelast cd played: -FIVE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING: the usual loFOUR THINGS YOU HAVE DONE TODAY: study. talk to my frens. do maths work. see my frens kicking bottles.THREE THINGS YOU HEAR RIGHT NOW: just the sound of the fan turningTWO THINGS YOU CAN'T LIVE WITHOUT: food and sleep ( actually there's alot more.. )ONE THING I DO WHEN IM BORED: play gamesWHO I WANT TO DO THIS: anybody
Monday, July 03, 2006 4:36 PM
ook. so there IS a thing called miracle. when i went online to check on the wc results ( the match with brazil vs france ) , it came as a surprise for me. france had actually won 1 - 0 against brazil.. the goal was scored by player no.12 thierry henry. there's gonna be a different winner for this yr's world cup =)
Sunday, July 02, 2006 2:06 AM
im back again. been days since i last posted an entry. now's the world cup season ( anyway, its ending soon ) .. so probably ( most of it ) it will be abt soccer.
well, i muz say, congrats to GERMANY.. who managed to get into the semi-final.. and will be facing italy on the 4th of july. GERMANY is my fav team.. =) with some of the players that have potential.. ( miroslav klose, philipp lahm & lukas podolski )
BUT.. the sad thing is.. ENGLAND LOST TO PORTUGAL 1 - 3 for the penalty shoot-outs. tough luck man. thought they could get into the semi-final. anyway, they have tried their best.. and hope to see them again in the year 2010 world cup.
now im pinning my hopes on GERMANY.. hope they will be able to defeat italy.. and get into the finals. well, for one reason.. its becos they are playing as a host country.. so it will be kinda weird if they.. lose.
brazil vs france - hello?! an obvious winner has been crowned.. its pretty easy to guess the outcome. but then again, it wouldn't be good.. if brazil was to win at almost every world cup ( they are the 5 times champions ) . hopefully, i can see a different winner this year..
