Monday, May 29, 2006 10:43 PM
well.. i had juz completed my O level MT paper todae. and man.. paper2 was kinda hard. was so blur.. until i actually finished 1 whole part qn.. and another.. half completed.. BUT.. on the WRONG question lines given. damn. this meant that i had to re-copy the WHOLE chunks again on the correct lines. and yes.. it was really a total waste of time. guess this was when i didn't had enuff time to do all the questions. i think with 20mins left.. i still have several MCQs & 1 or 2 compre qns. sucks lor.. seems to me dat i always have insufficient time for papers like MT & humanities.
and.. the ptm for tml is being POSTPONED. sigh. i was looking forward to it.. as i hoped to get this done and over with. then i no need to keep on worrying abt it anymore. but.. hais. no choice. dad said he gotta leave for work very early. guess i have to wait again.
Tuesday, May 23, 2006 5:09 PM
for the first time in my life.. i had actually failed my english. wth. can u believe it?? got a 25/50 for paper2. in the end.. it was paper1 which pulled me down ( 26/60 ) . just felt so terribly upset. broke down during pe lesson.. while playing captain ball. but thanks the girls ( sihui, huda, rafidah & aniza ) for consoling me. felt a little better after crying. i noe this is only the mid-year.. but for me, i do take this subject very seriously. and i hoped to do even better in my prelims and O's.______________________________________________today's the 4th day of the MT intensive programme. and.. i really hate YEO LENG alot. her character is like.. getting more towards miss tay oso. wad do they have in common? well.. a word to sum up the whole thing - BIASED. talking abt that YEO LENG first. in my opinion, i think she's a double-sided snake. she can be caring towards her 4E students.. who took HCL.. and seldom scold them.. however, when it comes to sec5Ns.. it's a different situation. she always use a different tone for both the 4Es and 5Ns. this is from my observation for the past few days. when some of the 4E students came late into the cls, she said nothing. or merely tell them nicely to go back to their place.. and not to be late again. but when some of the 5N students came, she told them off. WAD THE FUCK?!! isn't this obvious that she's being biased. and why care so much abt the hw when ur attitude towards us is just so different from the others? eh pls.. stop picking on us lar. and be more rationale.. have equal treatment for both levels can??
but anyway.. YOU STILL SUX. I HATE YOU, MISS YEO LENG.
Monday, May 15, 2006 3:41 PM
yes..!! 2 more freaking daes to go.. before the mid-yr exams is gg to end.. officially. woohoo ~_____________________________and yes.. i know he once said that he didn't want to hurt me.. and had been treating me only as a fren. guess i was mentally prepared to hear his reply. but i juz wish he can tell me straight to the face.. and clear the doubt asap. but hey.. its not as if im gg to force him or anything. at most, i will juz cry my heart out.. and next dae.. you may even see me laughing happily.. behaving as though nothing had happened. i dun deny.. the fact that i do like him. but his reaction.. juz make me feel so.. confused.
Thursday, May 11, 2006 9:25 PM
went to bedok with sohni to watch poseidon. it was really a nice movie man. but the starting.. it kinda resemble the tsunami incident. if u watch the movie.. u will know wad i mean. the HUGE current juz went thru the windows of the 20 storey high luxury ship. imagine hundreds of ppl being "washed" down the ship. just a blink of an eye.. many of them died.. just like that. the film was worth every penny spent. sacrifices and deaths can be seen.. and how the survivors planned their route to get away from the ship. and ya.. just as i was watching the movie.. i found out that.. JOSH LUCAS is quite handsome man! lol. think i also like the more mature guys type. hee. thru out the movie.. i was hoping that he won't die that fast. and indeed.. he didn't =) man.. after the movie.. i was simply and totally.. IN LOVE WITH HIM =x
josh lucas ~!
Tuesday, May 09, 2006 7:47 PM
seriously i dun gif a damn already. whatever lar. wanna make things worse.. its totally fine with me. its not entirely my fault also. fuck man. y shld i get myself worried over this matter. its a waste of time. u think u very smart meh? i really hate ppl who say im STUPID. nabei. go to hell lar. fuckers. the more i quarrel with u.. the more it will only affect my health. and sorrie hor.. i ain't going to get upset over you. i dun wan to get a heart attack before the age of 20. if this incident is going to jeopardize our relationship.. then by all means. who cares. sickening sia. there's a limit to my patience. dun make me blow my top. FUCK FUCK FUCK.once and for all..I HATE PEOPLE WHO SHOW ME ATTITUDE. GET THIS STRAIGHT.. IF I DIDN'T DO TO YOU.. THEN U BETTER NOT. WAN TO SHOW HOW BIG YOU ARE IZZIT? FUCK U LAR. BLOODY FARKERS.. ASSHOLES.
Thursday, May 04, 2006 6:10 PM
i hate myself for loving you.
