Friday, April 21, 2006 8:08 PM
7th Aprilfinally.. another wkend had arrived. man.. im getting more & more tired easily. din really do much for my eng work.. din understand quite well for my maths.. etc. everything seemed to be in one big blur. my back now is giving me problems.. it definitely aches more than the usual time. whether im standing up.. or walking short distances.. or even carrying my bag while on the way to sch.. it juz simply hurt. hais. had to keep on pouncing on my back every now and then. i was wondering.. would anyone care abt what im experiencing right now?? sigh. even sitting is another problem for me. and talking abt todae.. oh god.. my MT oral juz sux man! this had got to be the worst thing that could ever happen. i started to stutter alot.. esp during the conversation part. hais. asked me a question that was like.. i dunno.. it seemed relevant to us.. but only in a few yrs' time. furthermore, for the first time.. i came across a examiner who.. rested her hand against the table.. or worse still.. the window. walao. how can a teacher do that man? does that imply she's not interested in testing us? i mean.. the way she behave.. was as though she's not too keen on giving us the oral.. and also.. looking a little sloppy. i fel uneasy talking to her man. even if the way we read or talk made her feel bored.. there's no reason to behave in such a manner. it kinda spoil my dae. whatever it is.. i think i gonna fail this time. unfortunately, i heard that this marks is going to be used twice for mid yr.. and the other one i not too sure. hais.
