Saturday, September 24, 2011 9:57 PM
Finally going back to school... after 5 long years. Signed up to study for a part-time diploma in business administration @ psb academy. I was really nervous as I had to face a whole new environment and group of people again. Not to mention the stress of juggling work and studies at the same time. I know the road ahead is going to be very tough for me to handle, but the support from family & friends is sufficient to keep me going.
But seeing the very first module just freaks me out. Back in secondary school days, maths was the subject that I did not do well in it. And now, I have to endure the quantitative skills as my first lesson when it starts this coming tuesday. Hope that I can reach the school on time also (mad rush definitely).
Monday, April 18, 2011 10:51 PM
Seriously, I have no problem joking around with friends. However, one should know the limits. If you think that the teasing incident only and will happen in those primary/secondary school days then you are so damn wrong.
I hate to repeat myself. And it really piss me off if I had to do that. I bet you don't even know you have already offended me. I am so freaking sick of your constant teasing, and even though it seemed harmless but still, you ought to STOP.
You yourself may think that it is perfectly fine, but your actions really drive me up to the wall. It's totally not worth getting all so worked up, but who can get past all these when it happen several times in one occasion and almost everyday?
Obviously, any human being WITH a brain should be able to sense when that person had outgrown your nonsense. I said to myself, a severe breakdown is the last thing I want it to happen. I am not upset, but really angry over what you did. SO SICK AND TIRED. F***. I had enough.
Know your limits, dude. Before I do some serious damage...
Sunday, October 03, 2010 6:29 PM
alright. i must have the determination to really start saving up! wanted to buy a camera of my own, and perhaps to change a new phone as well ◕‿◕
went to bugis today to claim my prize won from the teenage contest online~ below is the picture:
hmm... what's in store for me in the future? shall let nature takes its own course...
Tuesday, September 07, 2010 10:10 PM
yeah yeah... my birthday is finally coming~~ hehe :D
already took leave on monday, as i don't like the idea of celebrating on the actual day and knowing that i have to go back to work (zz) the next day. so i can have a long weekend ahead~ wheeee!!!
anyway, i planned to have a cake-cutting session in advance with my company on this thursday. after which we will be heading for my birthday dinner. yes~~ i can get to drink again!!! but don't get me wrong, i'm definitely not a drunkard / alcoholic. whenever there is a company dinner or simply just a get-together with my japanese / other colleagues, i will tend to drink a little more than usual. only once do i get DEAD drunk though. sigh. i guess i'm drowning my sorrows :(
perhaps after the dinner we will have a game or two of bowling, one of my favorite game :)
just don't feel like going home that early, want to enjoy myself to the fullest~ after all, we do not need to work on the next day.
can't wait~~! yipeeee~~
Tuesday, August 24, 2010 10:15 PM
copied the link from my sis' blog, and took the test to find out if it is really true for me.
below is the result:
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Sunday, August 15, 2010 9:55 PM
alright, got the news that he is leaving by the end of september. so that is like... about 1 and a half month more to go :( naturally i'm very upset by the message. i know nothing will come out of this relationship. i guess i will miss him... alot when he leaves.
nevertheless, i planned to fly over to KL next month during the long weekend. since i have never been there before, so just treat it as a vacation. secondly, to visit him for one last time.
this is definitely not a last minute decision. i just do not wish to have any regret when he is not here. i have been doing alot of thinking lately, and i realized that i wanted to tell him my feelings once and for all.
will things change after he goes back? i can't forget, and i don't want to... even if this is all it's left from the memory of you & me.
counting down to my birthday celebration. perhaps doing it in a different place this year.
ilrs~
Saturday, August 07, 2010 1:02 AM
哇，整个七月份我都没有update我的部落格。
这一个月下来，我似乎每天都不开心。。。我以泪洗脸。
他只会待在吉隆坡到下个月底。之后，应该就会回去日本。此刻的心情，真的很伤心。我无法想象，如果他真的会在回去之前来新加坡一趟。。。我会有怎样的反应。
现在，我已告诉自己。。。对他的感觉已超出喜欢的界限了。但是，当他离开之后。。。我也只能试着忘记曾经爱过他。。。
希望你回日本之后，能继续每天都过着快乐的生活。或许你在那会找到喜欢的人。。。
你依然是我最，最喜欢的。。。
